...I don't know about that. I'm still used to it, you know? But you got to leave and have a normal life away from all of this, only to get dragged back into it. I think that's even worse.
Shut up. I don't wanna hear it. [ Because here she is, being miserable again. ] Just let me say my shit... it pisses me off, you always tryin' to be considerate or whatever.
… It’s just like back in the prism. I’m fuckin’ scared. None of you guys knew who I was or what I was goin’ though, and same with that pathetic half of me.
I’m scared someone will come and kill me without any hesitation. Without havin’ a clue of what the fuck I’ve been through just to survive so far. [ A beat. ] But don’t tell anyone I said this. Not even those guys know.
I think a lot of us would like to get to know you better, though? Both sides of you. No one can know what you've been through if you don't tell them.
Don't worry, I won't. [ tell the boys or anyone else, that is. ] For what it's worth, though... I really hope you can make it back safe. I mean, I want that for as many of us as possible, but especially you. You've been through enough as it is.
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[ Wicked... very casually just making things Uncomfortable by jumping to conclusions. ]
This isn't fair... [ Also sounding like she's about to break down into a sob. ]
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No. Because I want you to be happy with the people you love, not stuck here worrying about whoever they took from you.
It's not fair.
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She's going to get up and step off of him, though. ]
It sucks even harder for you, going from one shitshow to the next.
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...I don't know about that. I'm still used to it, you know? But you got to leave and have a normal life away from all of this, only to get dragged back into it. I think that's even worse.
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Shut up. I don't wanna hear it. [ Because here she is, being miserable again. ] Just let me say my shit... it pisses me off, you always tryin' to be considerate or whatever.
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[ does she? he isn't sure, actually. ]
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I still wanna beat the ever-loving shit out of you.
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Some things never change.
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I hope you don't feel like you're my keeper and you gotta explain to people "oh hey she's fine she's just a huge bitch sometimes and might shoot you".
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...I mean, I'll try to help someone understand if they ask, but there's no one who can explain you better than you.
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[ Does she sound bitter? Because she is. ]
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...I don't think that's a good reason not to talk to you, though.
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… It’s just like back in the prism. I’m fuckin’ scared. None of you guys knew who I was or what I was goin’ though, and same with that pathetic half of me.
I’m scared someone will come and kill me without any hesitation. Without havin’ a clue of what the fuck I’ve been through just to survive so far. [ A beat. ] But don’t tell anyone I said this. Not even those guys know.
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I think a lot of us would like to get to know you better, though? Both sides of you. No one can know what you've been through if you don't tell them.
Don't worry, I won't. [ tell the boys or anyone else, that is. ] For what it's worth, though... I really hope you can make it back safe. I mean, I want that for as many of us as possible, but especially you. You've been through enough as it is.