suite dreams ☆ maririn

[dms]

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[classmate]

Anyway. [ huffs ]

I hope you don't feel like you're my keeper and you gotta explain to people "oh hey she's fine she's just a huge bitch sometimes and might shoot you".

[dms]

Why would I? You're your own person. You don't need me to explain who you are to anyone.

...I mean, I'll try to help someone understand if they ask, but there's no one who can explain you better than you.

[classmate]

People love to talk until it's to someone's face.

[ Does she sound bitter? Because she is. ]

[dms]

Mm, well... you aren't wrong, but it could be that they're worried about upsetting you, too?

[classmate]

Pretty sure they're scared I'll beat their ass.

[dms]

Would you?

...I don't think that's a good reason not to talk to you, though.

[classmate]

Absolutely.

… It’s just like back in the prism. I’m fuckin’ scared. None of you guys knew who I was or what I was goin’ though, and same with that pathetic half of me.

I’m scared someone will come and kill me without any hesitation. Without havin’ a clue of what the fuck I’ve been through just to survive so far. [ A beat. ] But don’t tell anyone I said this. Not even those guys know.

[dms]

[ yeah he thought so. ]

I think a lot of us would like to get to know you better, though? Both sides of you. No one can know what you've been through if you don't tell them.

Don't worry, I won't. [ tell the boys or anyone else, that is. ] For what it's worth, though... I really hope you can make it back safe. I mean, I want that for as many of us as possible, but especially you. You've been through enough as it is.